When I ride a horse I’m afraid to fall, or I think something will happen like bucking or rearing and I prefer to be on the sidelines, watching others ride horses. I ride, but I still feel blocked. I wanted to understand this blockage and even remove it, preferably. I managed to do that thanks to the session with Christel. With her warm voice she invited me to come along with her and descend into myself. I ended up in a dark stable, it was a change place for carriage and riding horses behind the inn, somewhere in the mountains. In the past that’s where they changed horses on long journeys and it was my task to take care of all those horses. I did that lovingly and that was the difficulty. I was allowed to take care of them, but that was it. I wasn’t allowed to ride them because I was a woman, only men were allowed to ride horses. In a past life I had to stay on the sidelines. In this life, nobody is stopping me although it still felt like that. Since the session with Christel I have ridden my horse three times and it was liberating. Before I felt insecure in canter, now I smile. I’m free, I’m allowed to ride! I’m so much less frightened, no more unreasonable fear. This life is mine and in this life I’m allowed to ride horses. A lot has changed already and I’m excited to see how it develops. I understand now why I was always sticking to the sidelines and why I felt that blockage, I was still carrying that feeling of not being allowed to ride. I have shaken off that feeling now. I’m grateful for Christel and her guidance, I could finally investigate my experiences and their roots. Thanks to her guidance I have been able to do things different, I would recommend it to everyone.